im sorry

Syg,

i really had a sleepless night,moving here and there on my bed and thinking about
what happen to us that night.i least expected it,
i experienced the worst headache ever,all i could hear was my heart beating
much faster than it ever has..the most important thing is that
this is not our first love experience and one thing we must understand is that
,in every relationship,whether old or new,we're sure to experience some problems
but it's up to us to solve them.these are some of the things
that might break our relationship and everything we are planning ahead of us.
i know i need to understand you and try to have the trust that will make our relationship work.
i know you want this to work as much as u do and i still have my hopes up,never giving up on you.
let me tell you this thing that i believe in a real relationship"
it doesn't take beauty to make a relationship but the heart and the mind"
i know what i've seen in you and have a special reason of choosing you..
no matter what we may face,i will NEVER give up on our love.
we’ve made it through the hard times so far and we can make it through
anything as long as we stand by each other.i am very sorry for hurting you that night.
i know i mention my past too much and i know i bring up stupid things,
i do love you with all my heart,i'm just afraid i'll lose you.i remain yours..i love u..

p/s: nuranira!